Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Interruption of Thoughts (Pt. 2)
Today is Devon's Birthday. She turns 21 today. I've tried to not cry, but they already started flowing. I'm not sure I want to stop the tears, she's worth them. I wish I could talk to her again. She's my sister. Passed away from Cancer, and she was the strongest person no matter how weak she became. I love her. I'll talk to you all later.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Interruption of thoughts(long one..pt1 of the beginning)
Hey Everyone. I'm really thinking on some serious stuff. So much so I took a vacation from all the social networking sites..Twitter, and Facebook.
I have so many thoughts, sometimes I have to take a break to really interpret my own thoughts. This is me soul searching, and I'm looking. retrospection in full force apparently. And I don't know what to talk about. So this blog might be long. What I'm going through now. I'm in this constant state of intuitive reasoning. If we're supposed to follow our intuition, because apparently it'll never lead you in the wrong direction. So does that mean our intuition is the Godliness in us? Never leading us astray, sometimes we don't listen to it, but it's always there. That feeling that even though you may not consciously know what's going on or if what you're doing is for a reason. You know what's going on. To interrupt a thought..something has to erupt. maybe another thought..or maybe our thoughts have minds of their own. We can't control things that have a mind of their own. And sometimes I wish we could. I think I'm gonna do a video blog soon. What about tears? I wanna dissect a tear, maybe tear it into pieces for breaking me up. Tears are just another part of me that people don't see. There's so much I put out for people to see. yet they never see. Intuition fails once again I guess. They forget to listen to the Godliness in them. I've been holding in my writing for a long time. My writing is equivalent to my feelings. So when I don't write, I don't cry, I don't feel, This pen was a part of me way before I acknowledged it, and these words are the only way I know how to release the God in me, just so others can feel him. I'm not a deeply religious person, but I've been denying this for so long, it just felt appropriate, normal even. I lost him way before I lost Devon, and I'm just now acknowledging that. Maybe Devon was the tear that tore me apart. Maybe.
I have so many thoughts, sometimes I have to take a break to really interpret my own thoughts. This is me soul searching, and I'm looking. retrospection in full force apparently. And I don't know what to talk about. So this blog might be long. What I'm going through now. I'm in this constant state of intuitive reasoning. If we're supposed to follow our intuition, because apparently it'll never lead you in the wrong direction. So does that mean our intuition is the Godliness in us? Never leading us astray, sometimes we don't listen to it, but it's always there. That feeling that even though you may not consciously know what's going on or if what you're doing is for a reason. You know what's going on. To interrupt a thought..something has to erupt. maybe another thought..or maybe our thoughts have minds of their own. We can't control things that have a mind of their own. And sometimes I wish we could. I think I'm gonna do a video blog soon. What about tears? I wanna dissect a tear, maybe tear it into pieces for breaking me up. Tears are just another part of me that people don't see. There's so much I put out for people to see. yet they never see. Intuition fails once again I guess. They forget to listen to the Godliness in them. I've been holding in my writing for a long time. My writing is equivalent to my feelings. So when I don't write, I don't cry, I don't feel, This pen was a part of me way before I acknowledged it, and these words are the only way I know how to release the God in me, just so others can feel him. I'm not a deeply religious person, but I've been denying this for so long, it just felt appropriate, normal even. I lost him way before I lost Devon, and I'm just now acknowledging that. Maybe Devon was the tear that tore me apart. Maybe.
Friday, July 9, 2010
Lauryn Hill - Doo Wop (That Thing) (Live at Harmony Festival 2010)
If she's back..2010 will officially be one of the best years for me as far as music goes for me. Just greatness.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Queen God Is Brave New Voices 2009 Part 1
There are no words to describe this. I'm speechless. I've watched it over and over..and it just gets better and better
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